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Bahhhh!
im kind of happy in a way. Life is to short to be upset over another
the second i forget about her, she back! uhhhh so complicated
so i dont get how you can talk to someone for so many years and stuff, but then out of the blue you loose all contact with them. like i really really dont get it and it just bothers the hell out of me because we were so close as friends and like all i want to do is say Hi every once in awhile and see whats new … but i cant because i have no way of getting ahold of them.
but yeaa
has anyone else ran into this problem before?
okay so my best friend passed away about a year and a half ago. Recently after her passing i would have dreams about her here and there, but then after a while i would just stop having dreams with her in them.
BUT last night I had a continuous dream the whole entire night. Okay ill explain the best i can … So lets first start off, you know how when you wake up from a dream roll over then fall back asleep and go into another dream? Well this did not happen. I would wake up, roll over and fall back right where i left off into the dream.
But okay lets get into some detail of the dream that i had. Alright so the beginning of the dream it was me and my buddies and like we were all aware that the passing of our best friend has occurred some time ago. But like mid dream she appeared and like we were talking this and that then next day in the dream she was gone. The next day in the dream i told my buddies how i ran into her in my dream, they looked at me and smiled. Anyways dream went on and we did our thing. Then all of a sudden she was hanging out with all of us like everyday. I found it strange because i knew that she had passed. So like in my dream i am like the happiest person ever because i miss her dearly but in the same respect im like this is very strange. I go around asking my buddies im like is she back, is she back? They were all excited and were like yea man shes back with us. And for a huge portion of my dream i went around to different people that knew her and i asked them all the same question “Is she back?”. I got a continuous answer of Yes she is back. We all found this extremely weird but we were all really excited to have her back! So then we run into this guy that we didnt know and we explained to him what the deal was and if he had any idea of what was going on or whatever. He explained that it was like we were stealing her for god. And by that he ment as in like have a good time with her until she goes back. So from that point on my buddies and myself spent as much time possible with her as we could. She worked at a cookie shop making cookies and Steve and Myself went to visit her everyday.Then one part of the night i was half awake half dreaming and like i told her to text my phone if it was really her … and i swearrr i heard my phone go off. Woke up this morning checked, i had no texts. Strange huh?
But overall the dream went on from there on out but it was just so crazy because i woke up multiple times during the night and would toss and turn but when i would go back to sleep i would run right into the same dream. But i must say that it was such an awesome dream and i woke up really really really happy because it was as if we hung out for like two days straight and i miss her so much :)
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